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Is it weird to enjoy things that are creepy? I’m not talking scary movies, I’ve never much liked scary movies. But villains, or creepy music, or just a fascination with dark things in general. Is that normal? When I was a kid, at recess we would sometimes make up scenarios in which some of us would be good guys, some would be bad guys, and I never wanted to be the princess who was rescued, or the hero even, I ALWAYS wanted to play the villain. Maybe because it’s so far removed from my real personality? I just have a fascination with villains and evil characters. There’s something so…powerful about being evil. Like they’ve taken control of their lives instead of struggling. They do whatever the fuck they want instead of asking for permission or worrying about stepping on toes.
It’s this fascination that’s been captivating me as of late. Maybe because I often feel so helpless because I want people to see me as a good kind person, and thus am often mistreated. At any rate, I’ve started two novels and both feature evil main characters. Well sort of. One is, and in the other she is seduced into evil. But I’ve barely written more than a few pages on either. In fact, after this post I think I shall go work on my really evil character.
At any rate, this song is from one of my favorite bands, and they really specialize in creepy. This just happened to be what I was listening to at the time of blogging, but if you want to see some super creepy music videos check out Blue, Looking Glass, or In the Dark by them. Pretty creepy shit. And I love it. So enjoy the creepy and have a good night.